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lyrics
12 AM and I’m lying on the floor
Struggling with things I’ve felt a hundred times before
And I know that it’s made up in my head
Unshakeable anxiety and overwhelming dread
Another night of feeling hopelessly depressed
The chronic pain up in my brain's an uninvited guest
Sometimes I wonder if it’s in my DNA
A burden to inherit that is managed everyday
(All gone) My drive has disappeared
Nothing’s worth the effort to contend with all my fears
(How long) am I forced to feel this way?
Bury me in apathy and end my wretched days!
And in my current mental health
Nobody’s as hard on me as I am on myself
No room to make any mistakes
Striving for perfection man, no matter what it takes
Stressed out, my stomach is in knots
Poisoned by the negativity of my own thoughts
Constant worry takes it’s toll upon my heart
Cause I’m thoroughly convinced that everything will fall apart
I need to change my state of mind
Before more damage can be done
I fear I’m running out of time
And my work has just begun
This album speaks volumes to me. "What Is This Life?" just feels like a punch to the face of hardships but hey, dude. You're still fucking alive and we can still have some fun. James Ferguson
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